SOOOOO

why is it that when you try to do something positive everybody and there grandma wants to bring you down....i've been working on my mixtape The GateWay Drug for the past 6 months now and so far im really excited about the project cause its something that i've never done before. 90% of the songs on there are product'd by me and witch is why it took me song long to even come close to being done. this project means allot to me every song has a meaning to it and passion behind it and i just hope that i don't come off as crazy!!! lol i don't think i will tho i just love the people that are really pushing me to finish what i've started. My brother is so tired of me playing him beats and rapping to him all the time lol but (foreal forea)l if i wasn't doing what Im doing now he probably would be disappointed in me. There was so many times i wanted to give up and just get my stuff to myself but i realize that i have a gift and im not going to give up on my dream ima see it all the way through. i know it sounds cheesy but its how i feel....